My uncle died this weekend. Heart attack at 46.
I put a whole new meaning to the term crazy.
1 conceived or made without regard for reason or reality
2 having or showing a very abnormal or sick state of mind
3 showing or marked by a lack of good sense or judgment
4 showing urgent desire or interest
+5 Liz Hurtt
I have a severe emotional imbalance.
When I should cry.. I laugh.
When I should laugh.. I cry.
And yet I feel nothing.
I cant look people in the eye.
I cant talk to them on a serious level.
Im suddenly the best listener ever.
And when I do open my mouth.. Its bullshit.
"I cant lie to people. Thats just not how I was brought up. I feel guilty about it. You know I would never lie to you."
Eat a dick bitch.
At least I admit that I lie.
Cant beat em'.. Join em'.
Last night made life seem picture perfect.. At least for a few hours.
I got to hang out with Kentucky.
I now have a GIANT crush on him.
I was upset that we didnt get to hang out longer.
Meh.. There will be plenty of shows for that.
And for the record.. When a guy bites his lip after kissing me.. Or well hell.. Just in general.. Im sold.
I also saw Greg and Shel.
I didnt talk with Shel as long as I had wanted.
But hey.. I blame it on the beer.
And seeing Greg was pleasant.. as always.
But more importantly..
(hed) mother fucking pe.
The show was amazing as always.
And Jahred and I definately shared a toast together right before they took the stage.
I rock.. And I fucking know it.
Wheres the rewind button?
I wouldnt mind replaying that night for the rest of my life.
Back to Reality.